i love daisies coz they're friendly

dilah loves herself.

2006-03-03T21:33:00.000-08:00

maths tuition has finally started and my rusty brain is starting to function properly. i'm starting full-scale studying from the March Holidays onwards. insyaallah. all these started when i saw the faces of the old yr 2s getting their results. 2 extremes. SUPER HAPPY and SUPER SAD. isn't it VERY scary? it sent chills down my spine and i burst out crying. i was and am super scared.

dilah, you're a good girl. study properly k? study hard and most importantly, study smart! =) lots of love, dilah. hee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYAH!

meeeoowwwww

2006-02-25T22:46:00.000-08:00

have i mentioned that my kitty cats are cute? well yes, both kittys are UBER cute! hehe!

this is MOMO aka Mr Boo.

omg! i just realised that i don't have Chelsea's picture in my comp. so biased. i'll put up her picture when i have it already. =)

bang bang. mug mug.

2006-02-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

what's up with the Muslim world now? it's going haywired. the Muslims are killing Muslims. recently, one of the 4 holy mosques in Iraq got bombed by the Sunnis. it's just so super sad. don't you think so? sometimes, i feel that all these terrorism is TOO MUCH. even suicide bombing doesn't make sense.

ya Allah, help us.

anyways, Po is the biggest muggertoad in town! he studies 12-6pm everyday in the library. arrhhhhhhhhh!!!! you're scaring me you muggertoad!! according to him, he's studying cause of the upcoming common test in VJC. sometimes it made me wonder why TPJC doesn't really give tests. i mean.. they should have more Common Tests for us. currently, i feel that the tests given are insufficient. the top 5 JCs are giving tests to their students like nobody's business. HELP! study dilah study!!!!!!!

MUST STUDY!

beloved timmy

2006-02-21T18:53:00.000-08:00

someone. help. i'm SICK of my blog template. damn.

i reached home early today! wee! so i decided to bake nad's Frozen Choc. cheese mousse pie. i do not know whether it'll turn out okay coz the choc is a bit burnt. ): oh wells, i might not bring it to school tml.

i'm happy that my mum and i are getting along REALLY well these days. not that we ever had fights or whatsoever before this.. fights NEVER happened. sometimes, it made me wonder why some girls can't really get along with their mum. well, not everyone's mum is like my mum. i shall consider myself lucky. where would i be without my mum??

coming up, nj pementasan this Sat. it's 6 bucks and it's for charity. but what's stopping me to go is that not even a single soul from nj went for Manifest last yr. sad eh? and even if it's for charity, i wouldn't waste my Saturday just like that.

eh eh. i still haven't made up my mind about who to sit with for Prom. my slumber party babies or my beloved clique? *confused*

my maid, the bitch

2006-02-13T00:54:00.000-08:00

to those who feel that i come from a rich family, i hate you.
to those who feel that i don't do household chores, screw you.
to those who feel that i bully my maid, i hate you to bits and pieces.

i hate my maid. sometimes, i feel like slapping her face. i have never screamed at anyone older than me. she broke that record for me. i can't tolerate seeing my mum being screamed at and she even dared to point a knife at my mum. i can't wait for May to come. she can go to hell and leave us in peace.

me, rich? say that again and i'm gonna scream straight to your face.

there's only 143 school days to As. i'm worried. extremely worried.

tears of JOY

2006-02-01T21:47:00.000-08:00

has anybody watched Le Grand Voyage? no? well, GO WATCH IT! hee! that movie is SUPERB! i'm just ecstatic. WEE!

bye. =)

fruity tropical fruity

2006-01-24T23:48:00.000-08:00

during PE, we had to run 2.4km. my timing was about 14.50mins. YAY! way to go dilah! after PE, i feasted on the Yong Tau Foo Laksa which was so delicious! YUMMY! I WANT MORE! whehehe! so after lots of burping, my beloved clique and i decided to take a bath!

i didn't know bathing in school could be uber fun. haha! kesian dilah..jakun. the thing is, you have to mandi with the right people. in different cubicles of course! after our break, kiah, khai, anne, liyana and me wanted to wash up. kiah and khai didn't mandi as they didn't bring towel. so there goes.. liyana, anne and me, the 3 bunch of monyets. we played soccer using my Johnsons and Johnsons Shampoo. amidst the splish-splash of water and all, it was awesome! the screaming and big big laughter in the toilet were worthy. hee!

tml we hafto run 3.2km. noooooooooooooooooooo... penat! on top of that, in the evening, i have dk practice. i seriously can't wait for Friday to be over. bleah.

why must school torture us with lots of homework to doooooooo???

A levels.

i wanna get it done and over with.

toodLoo!

you, yes you

2006-01-23T21:50:00.000-08:00

pls stop being selfish and competitive. i always look forward to meeting my good friends, but it's not always the same for you. you always want your friends to share their notes with you but when it's your turn to share with them, you simply ignore. you want their notes, BUT you insist that they photocopy for you. you want it, you photocopy yourself. it's not that we don't want to help you, but hey! that's life!

also, i know you are very enthu about the cca. yes you wanna pull people in. BUT flirting is not the way. you asked one of my good friends to flirt with them and get them into the cca. you didn't do it because you're attached and you'd feel guilty if you were to flirt with those bunch of guys. you just don't need to pull my good friend into the picture.

however, i appreciate having you as a dear friend of mine. not only understanding, you're very cheerful and definitely brighten up anyone's day. i'm glad you're happier now with him. also, thank you for being there for me whenever i was down. it's really sweet of you.

as a whole, i should actually accept people for who they are. if many people like them, so can i. it's just that sometimes i can't help it but to let it out. but to whoever i was refering to earlier, i'm sorry. i shall learn to accept you for who you are. =)

alert : 10pm everyday

2006-01-08T18:51:00.000-08:00

i went to my aunty's house yesterday and had a deep talk with my cousins. somehow, i felt more comfortable confiding in faiz, the only guy(bestest) cousin around. instead of making me worry more, he gave me lots of encouragement and i felt better. my girl cousins, on the other hand, made me feel more paranoid. argh!

oh btw, i can't wait for school tomorrow! wee! i look forward to classes and lectures with my classmates. they make me smile, they make me eat A LOT and they make me feel more motivated to study. and i love them all.. *grins*

my fantastic classmates! woo!

btw, i'm missing you..

hello 2006. byebye 2005.

2006-01-04T23:52:00.000-08:00

HELLO! haha. long time since i last blogged. i'm beginning to despise blogging actually. oh not to forget, lazy too. i guess i have better things to do. i'm just bored now. so here it goes..

i have been reading "PS, i love you" by Cecelia Ahern. omg! i cried 3 times so far while reading the book. it's totally AWESOME! *grins at marya*

things have been different lately. i'm beginning to enjoy maths. a big WOW for me! haha! however, i feel that i'm drifting apart from this particular friend of mine. we rarely communicate nowadays. when we see each other in school, we no longer have our private talks. honestly, i miss those times and i miss her loads! *sighs*

to yan: thanks for the choc buffet treat! have fun serving the nation(which i know you won't). insyaallah things will be smooth sailing for youand for the both of us. no doubt, i'm gonna miss you! =)

to my babes: LET'S HAVE FUN PLAYING WATERBOMB TML!

to my sec sch mates: I'M GOING TO THE ZOO! YAY! i'm SO looking forward to it. =)

to all: stop reading my blog and go do something more useful! haha! jk. btw, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR! wishing all of a fruitful and prosperous year ahead!

esp to my batchmates sitting for As this year, let's work our ass off for now and enjoy the satisfaction nxt yr! hee!

tartar prata!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARYA IN ADVANCED!

2005-12-15T20:19:00.000-08:00

bye bye Tanjung Pinang, hello Singapore.

I miss.. hearing marya's hysterical laughter when i was doing my business in the toilet. the night swims. piggy backing Marya in the pool. the shopping. taking stupid shots. throwing around Stripey. squeezing 6 people on 2 single beds AND the slumber party girls.

they bring joy to my life.

this is my bestfriend. also my roomie. although she wasn't in the best of moods during the trip, i still love her lots!

anis and wanling. my secondary school sweethearts. i miss them so much!

last but not least, i'm gonna miss him the most when i'm off to KL.

bye bye Singapore. hello KL.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NADIA!

2005-12-03T15:12:00.000-08:00

i can't wait to go Tanjung Pinang with my schoolmates tmr!

and i can't wait to share a room with Hazi!

i'm missing sufiyan.

i want to go to the chalet, but can't.

i suck in wrapping gifts. haha.

i can't wait to have a new blog template.

hee!

blogging matters

2005-11-23T15:20:00.000-08:00

sometimes i wonder..

is there really a need for me to blog?

isn't it a waste of time?

must i tell the whole world about my ups and downs in life?

then what are family and friends for?

many people have been snooping around

getting ready to jump on the juicy details of my life

well, such people DO exist

without me realising it.

what are blogs for?

i personally respect aduh for how she utilises her blog

heh.

Happy 16th Birthday Ina!

2005-11-17T20:55:00.000-08:00

i dragged myself out of bed at 5.30am. only had 2 hours of sleep. but, it was worthy waking up at that hour. firda and i sent hazi and marya off at the airport. my bestfriend and my baby bunny, respectively, are now in Thailand. together with amal, ahmad and abbas and the rest, i'm sure they'll be having fun.

after sending them off, firda and i slacked at airport Mcs for 2 hours. then we proceed to Bugis and shopp! i bought a black totey for 18 bucks. hee! firda aka booloo, also bought the same totey but hers is beige. we shall bring it along for Program Penyerapan. speaking of program penyerapan, reminds me that i'm gonna share a room with hazi darling! wee!! (don't get me wrong) nyahnyah.

okies. off to watch Millions. till later!

smiling daisies

2005-11-11T23:58:00.000-08:00

somehow, i can never stop smiling today. hee!

this is probably because...

there's no more PW. wait. what IS pw? heh.
ate at Mcs wif my beloved classmates
i studied chemistry for more than 1 hr in school
finally i got to see him after 2 weeks *jumps*
went for a shopping spree with anne, kiah and sarah
got myself a ripcurl totey which matches my uniform. wee!
eyeing on another tote bag which costs 23 bucks
ate Bon-Bon Rocher *melts*
went jalan raya. AGAIN. YAY!
encouraged Veron not to hold on to the past. not worthy, seriously
my AI batchmates coming over to my place tml! yippee!!!

yeah. i'm as happy as lydia's timsum. missing anis. hee!

oh so fun

2005-11-10T13:28:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a bliss. i can't stop laughing my ass off the whole day. hyper hyper. wee! anyways, 05S05 malays+tom+asraf had a raya outing from 10.30am-10.30pm. we went to 12 houses altogether, from woodlands to pasir ris in a small yet cosy van. come to think of it, it's only the 6th day of raya yesterday. nyahnyah.

in order, we went to rumah khai, hilya, sarah, mine, asraf, robo, asri, liyana, hafiz, anne, firda, azfar and lastly, kiah. we also sang many songs at the top of our lungs until our apek driver can go deaf. muahaha! fun fun! wee! in a way, all of us became much much closer. *grins*

the raya outing with hazi, marya, nadia, firda, am, farhana, dada and syamim was super fun too! i love dem all! =)

and to my ai schoolmates, im really sorry coz i can't go for both raya outings. it's on a weekend and my relatives are coming over. but that doesn't stop you guys from coming over to my place. do call before coming. my address is 128 Lorong Sarina. come k? =)

i can't wait for the 18th to come!! i really can't wait!

raya raya raya!

2005-11-02T21:38:00.000-08:00

i just emptied my bowel. phew! atomic bomb released! muahaha! now my tummy has more space.. and that means I CAN EAT MORE SAMBAL GORENG! wee! my mum's sambal goreng is the BEST! wee! =)

my house is all set for rayer! yay! tml's rayer! weeHoo! tml morning, my relatives will be coming over to my place. i can't wait to meet dem! hee!

anyways, selamat hari raya and maaf zahir dan batin! =)

off to main bunga api now! woo!

minah kental

2005-10-29T11:59:00.000-07:00

raya's coming! YAY!

anyways, i personally feel dat yesterday night was lailatulqadar. the sky yesterday was bright and there were no stars. today, the weather is not hot. well, only Allah knows. =)

currently i'm busy with lots of stuff. preparations for malay paper which is on Monday, baking kuihs, spring cleaning and SEARCHING FRANTICALLY FOR MY $50 TANGS VOUCHER! damn. i really need it now to buy LOTS of stuff. but devastatingly, i misplaced it. argh!

i can't wait for my malay paper to be over. 2 more days dilah. jus 2 more days. i'll be going to woody later to haf malay lessons wif hazi. hee!

oh yerps. my dear secondary sch friends, i apologise for not making it to the iftar. but anis and i have planned the itinerary for our raya outing. i won't put it up on my blog. instead i'll mail u guys, yeah? pls gimme latest by tuesday to mail aight. any queries, pls ask me coz i'm holding on to the itinerary. mail me at spatikos@gmail.com or msg me at 91379387. =)

and to all my malay muslim friends, selamat berpuasa and pasang lap-lip cepat!!! mine's blue! wee! okies pokies. dat's all folks'!

food here, food there, everywhere food food

2005-10-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

it's extremely fun to go out with my malay classmates yesterday! WEE! I love them all! =)

i had a tiring day today. early in the morning already i had to rush off to keat keat liang teh to prepare our powerpoint slides for the upcoming OP. oh wells, it's really a bliss bonding with my group members. they're nice peeps!

after that, i headed to school for jk meeting. nice! =) poor marmar. she got sick. later in the evening, some of the malay student break fast in school! uber cool! makan together, laugh and mingle and pray together. wonderful!

anddddddddddd..................... SERI DROVE ME HOME!!!! HAHAHAHA! YAY! i feel so jealous! she can drive!!!!!! i wanna drive too! right after As, i wanna take up driving lessons. hee! or maybe find myself a boyfriend who can drive! *grins* senang jer dilah cakap. heh.

get well soon hazi!

those-three-words

2005-10-15T16:47:00.000-07:00

one mark means hell of a lot! i shall say no more. after thinking about it, it's after all my fault dat all these complicated stuff happened. i should have read up more.

anyways, it's never easy to be part of the jk in tpjc mcs. especially when it has a very big population. there's many things to plan and discuss so as to ensure that everything goes well. but i shall serve my very best for mcs. wee!

jogja trip is CANCELLED! argh! how frustrating! everything was planned in detail and suddenly, the news made us numb. speechless. awestruck. Hazi and i cannot take the plane together! *sobs* oh wells, maybe there's a blessing in disguise. we're going to Pulau Penyengat instead. how boring! but more importantly, it's never boring to go with the fun peeps! woooooooo! I CAN'T WAIT! *grins*

i have passion for Bio. i score better in MLEP. i'm sitting for As next yr. should i drop the subject i score better in or i have passion in? *confused*

and i've moved on

2005-10-12T21:03:00.000-07:00

i feel so restless

why?

the excruciating pain for the next 36 days

dictates the next big sacrifice in my life

BUT

i'm sincerely doing this for his own good

now that his future lies in his hands

insyaallah things will go about as planned

s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g

2005-10-11T23:28:00.000-07:00

shopping yesterday

yesterday, after our MLEP paper, we headed to Bugis and went to the National Library. all i can say is, THAT PLACE IS PREETY! such a waste not going there earlier. *slaps forehead*

den we kaikai at many other places and rewarded ourselves wif murtabak from ZamZam. YUMMEHHH!

shopping today

shopping was fun with Kiah, Sarah, Anne and Hilya. it's a total girls' day out! wee! after meeting him, i headed to City Hall to meet the babes. we went from shop to shop looking for clothes and shoes. Anne and Kiah got themselves a pair of bee-you-ty-fool shoes each. sadly, i couldn't find the shoes that can really capture my attention. *sobs*

fiddle dee dee fiddle day

2005-10-10T11:56:00.000-07:00

promos is FINALLY over!!!!!

YAY!

off to go BUGIS wif HAZI!

WEE!

respiration in maggots

2005-10-06T21:55:00.000-07:00

i screwed up my promos. hopefully, i can scrape through. insyaallah.

the start of ramadhan has been such a bliss. i feel so saint. hahaha!

anyways, a BIG THANK YOU to all those who remembered my bday. i really appreciate it. =)

andai esok aku menjadi tanah..
Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga..
Menghiasi dadaku..

even the best fall down sometimes

2005-09-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NADIAH DARLING! *HUGS*

the wonders of taking up Bio. you get to find out how DNA works, the processes taking place in your body when you respire, how your heart works. it's uber cool! i likee... =)

today is friday. tomorrow is saturday. the day after tomorrow is sunday. the following day marks the START OF MY PROMOS! God, save me. i don't even look forward to my BIG day. how sad. i'm beginning to have eyebags. it looked like teabags.

too little time, yet too much to do. and why on earth am i still here?

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......

birthday, promos, ramadhan

2005-09-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

i miss blogging. hee!

Promos is in a weeks' time. BOOHOOHOO!

i can't wait for Ramadhan! YAY!

i'm so grateful that i have a wonderful bestfriend who's ALWAYS there for me whenever i needed someone to talk and complain to. Also, i've found a sweet and nice guy.

i want to paint my room HOT PINK AND PURPLE!

i'm gonna make kuih tart for Hari Raya!

i wanna be a Chem teacher in the future, insyaallah.

most importantly, I LOVE MYSELF! wee!

you're beautiful

2005-09-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

WEEHOO! i'm a HAPPY HIPPO!

wonder why?

I CUT MY HAIR SHORT! really short. damn. I LOVE IT! it's great to have a short hair. my head seems lighter. hehe! and all dat for 10 bucks. worthy don't u tink so? =) i feel so different and overjoyed considering i've been keeping my hair long ever since sec 1.

and yah, i've found a favourite song for myself. it's YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL by JAMES BLUNT! wee! oh man.. i can listen to dat song again and again for 20 times. however, the music video is CRAPPY! too crappy to be true. nonetheless, the song is still nice. =)

yesterday, i went to Huda's bday party which was splendid. i really enjoyed myself although i was surrounded by BPGHS ex-students. they're outgoing and nice. yerps! and Hazi, you're very sweet!

oh wells, i can't wait for tml! school! wee! and i wanna do up my bio TYS now. till later!

i wonder if i still exist in his life. well, who am i to him anyway?

take me home

2005-08-31T22:58:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda worried. promos is in a month's time and i'm still not serious about my work. notty me.

oh yah, i'm labelled as 'overprotective'. thanks =)

whatever it is, i'm still happy! weeHoo!

the sunflower is smiling back at me

2005-08-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

WEE! my mugging-engine is pumping harder and harder! i finally got a grip of studying like mad just now. yeye! dilah's happy!

study like mad now -> enjoy later =)

life has been great! i really appreciate the presence of my loved ones in my life. my family, friends, cats and that special someone. without them, i wouldn't be who i am right now. YAY!

okays. wanna muggy-wuggy.

byebye.

fuzzy wuzzy likes Green but not Blue.

2005-08-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

my tummy is not happy today. it's full of angin. i feel like i'm gonna puke any moment..

i love today! yay! firstly, i enjoyed myself while putting up a sucky dk performance for the Year 2s. somehow, i found it hilarious and fun! wee! well, we could've done better i guess. yups. after dat, while waiting for Bio lesson to start, some of us went to 7k. i learnt Apple&Orange, Fuzzy Wuzzy, how many Meh-Mehs jump over the wall and BangBang trick. WOO! huahuahua! happy happy me.

oh den comes the boring part. Bio lecture was sooooo boring in dat freezing cold LT3. it lasted for.. 1hr. i think. after dat, waves ByeBye to Hazi and Marya. chop-chop left school and met special someone. chop-chop again to Suntec and watched Stealth. good movie. for those who love planes, dis is the purrrrfect movie to watch. =)

perfect day.

i miss talking to Anis. i miss hanging out wif Hazi. i miss my kucing. most importantly, i miss myself. Boo! =(

the wonders of Manifestasi 2005

2005-07-31T22:02:00.000-07:00

hazi and i before our performance =)

i wanna travel around the world with you

2005-07-30T22:16:00.000-07:00

Manifest is over! i'm happy plus sad. happy coz i haf more time for myself, family and studies! wee! finally i can concentrate on my studies. YAY! on the other hand, i'm gonna miss all the dk practices. those memories will be etched in my mind till the day i die. k dilah dah mrepek.

all in all, manifest yesterday was GREAT! wee! the feedback i got from many people were pretty impressive. everyone said Manifest was better than Gema Temasek. YAYness! *grins*

reyn came for Manifest and i really appreciate him coming all the way from Sembawang. thanks buddy! =)

anyway, i received a pink rose from Ellia and a white daisy from dat special someone. how sweet! =)

today, i had netball friendly match wif Tampines sec sch team. it was fun! after dat, went out wif dat special someone to eat Sticky Chewy Chocolate. super duper yummy! fun fun fun!

right now, i hafto start mugging for my Promos oledy. i don't wanna retain. boo! so i shall make my own study timetable and hope for the best, insyaallah.

i miss my family really badly. and Hazi, i still miss you despite taking lots and lots of pics yesterday! hahaha!

i'm eyeing on dis perfume. i shall save money and buy it. wee!

everyone's special

2005-07-23T20:34:00.000-07:00

i'm getting sick of my skin layout. i need a new layout desperately. boo.

my whole week ahead will be very hectic. Manifest practices everyday which mite last till 9pm and also netball match. woo! i donno why i'm so smangat into netball now. why dilah why? i really donno why. it's really exciting and thrilling, in a way. yups. i can't wait for Manifest too! wee! after Friday, life will be normal again. dat's when i'll start my thorough revision for my Promos. and i mean it. i want to get dat Ben&Jerry! so i'll work hard for it. insyaallah.

oh i haf a story to tell. a few days ago after dk practice and some yakking sessions wif hazi and marya, as usual, i took the train from Tampines. here it goes..

*train approaches. i waited for ppl to alight. a malay couple behind me. i walked at a normal pace when i entered the train. the malay man rushed for my seat and shoved me. i was quicker. i managed to get the seat first*

(malay man stared at me)
malay man to wife: ko tgk! pompuan tak tau jalan betol2. jalan macam kura2. kurang ajar. ni train bapak dier nye train. tak sedar diri.....(and it goes on)

me: *sighs* (the wife was sitting beside me and the man was sitting beside his wife)

wife to malay man: dier melayu lah.. (whispers to him)

malay man to wife: aper aku kesah! ko tak tgk muker dier! tu kan ciner dah kener matahari banyak2! (and it goes on and on and on)

oh and the best part is... i was wearing my MLDDS tshirt. how stupid can he get!
and i felt so insulted. dammit. if i wasn't feeling tired, i'd have scolded him. oh and guess wad! he alighted at Simei. pfffftttttttttt! dat incident really spoiled my mood for the day.

to dat someone, i shouldn't have talked to you dat particular night, knowing dat i was so tired and sleepy. i was 3/4 asleep while talking to you and to my shock, i actually blurted out the stuff dat i buried in my heart all these while. i feel so embarrassed, really. i donno how i'm gonna face you this friday. i'm just too embarrassed.

hazi, i miss hanging out wif you. =( marya, you're jus too cute to be true.

lastly, i'm falling for that special someone =)

one-two-three-four hours a day

2005-07-15T23:45:00.000-07:00

i'm super tired. why? don't ask. i got home at 10.40pm jus now. shacked.

BUT

i had a fun time! as happy as a fiddle-dee-dee-fiddle-day! =)

YAY!

i'm going KL for 2 days. shop shop shop! the shops are calling me oledy. i can hear dem calling me. k mrepek.

yes i'll find the Quiksilver shop. yes i'll miss you Hazi. And yes, you're still MY kucing.

dilah's on cloud nine.

2005-07-11T22:03:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. dah lama tak blog. dat's because i feel really lazy to. nyehnyehnyeh.

life is.. becoming better, better, better. i'm elated. wee!

i love my friends. hazi. marya. ain. anne. kiah. my other S05 classmates and the Arts buddies. you guys rock my smelly socks! =)

i'm turning over a new leaf by studying hard for my Promos from now onwards insyaallah. i won't be an extremist and mug like dat someone. *hints at Hazi* wahahahaha! sick. too sick.

my life is infested wif dk practices and tonnes of homework. i'm beginning to enjoy the company of my 2 new friends namely Dk and Homeworks. well, they're both nice buddies. one bad thing abt dem is dat.. they make life more miserable for me. but overall, they're okay to me.

oh yah. i can't take it when she sobbed over the fone. too hampa and piLoo. i felt like crying too.. but i can't. but in my heart, i did. yups. to dat special someone, u mean HELL OF A LOT to me! even if i went off without saying byebye face to face, i still tink of u okayy? =) and all the advices u gave me, i've given it a thought. i know u want the best for me. i really appreciate it. thanks a lot babe!

to the cute lil bunny who loves purple, it's not wrong to like a nerd. =) and i miss talking to you, really. yups yups. i haf lots of stuff to tell you. *grins*

let's go slow, yeah? yups yups.

and yes, i'm happy for you too! =)

life has to go on.. yeah?

2005-07-01T23:46:00.000-07:00

have i mentioned dat i love Andy Roddick? yes, i love him more than anyone else in dis world. k bedek. nyahnyahnyah. but i think he's such a HOTTY! too hot. k too much dilah. ok. he jus plays good tennis. VERY good tennis. he's ranked world no. 2! good right? =) the face is jus awesome! yummies! i likeeeee...!!! k dah cukop.

my day. wad abt my day? at about 2+pm, i went out wif a friend. we ate our favourite Mushroom Swiss (YUMMY!) and headed to Lido to catch War Of The Worlds. out of 10, i'd rate it 6. it's actually great. but the movie plot is stupid. so people, save ur money for a better movie.

ahh.. i feel super lazy to blog. i don't bother writing anything too personal here.

it's not dat i don't care anymore. it's jus dat i don't show it. deep down, i still care. yups.

tooooooooooooooooooo-DLES! =)

oh shut up.

2005-06-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

i'm happy. why? coz my dad got me a K700i. YAY!

i'm sad coz i've somewhat disappoint my parents by not studying for Common test. i can sense their disappointment when i told them i didn't know how to do 70% of the paper. it's not that i don't know how to answer.. i'd be able to answer if i actually studied. but too lazy. nyahnyahnyah.. i promise i'll study for Promos coz i don't wanna retain!

Tampines is infested with Mats and Minahs. and nothing can beat girl talk. right Hazi? =)

it's what we call obsession. right reyn?

2005-06-22T18:40:00.000-07:00

i got no mood to study. i plan to fail bio and maths. hmph..

yesterday i came across a cockcroach on my toilet door! a big datuk cockcroach which can fly around. apparently, flying cockcroaches are pregnant. so it can't be datuk cockcroach. it has to be the nenek cockcroach..

after the cockcroach incident, i vowed not to use my toilet for a few days until my maid really assure and guarantee me that there's no more cockcroaches. if i'm Harry Potter, i'll vanish all reptiles and cockcroaches on Earth. i will, really.

you know i know that you're hiding something from me. the "premonition" i got in front of the Kaabah was really detailed. silently, i'm still waiting for you to tell me something =)

and i'm missing Hazi..

dance with me tonight

2005-06-20T18:12:00.000-07:00

my ears are still blocked. boo! i feel so deaf..

i went for Gentarasa a few days ago. it was good i guess. impressive.

i'm having difficulties adjusting to my usual sleeping time here. in Makkah, i used to take small naps. usually, i'd sleep at 11pm Makkah time, which is 5 hrs behind S'pore time. so here in S'pore, i sleep at 4am almost everyday! =(

i felt so different last night. just different. after talking about the other people in our lives, i felt kinda weird. a bit happy. a bit sad. a bit confused.

so tell me, am i going the right way?

and she's back

2005-06-17T23:58:00.000-07:00

it's so sad to be back home in Singapore. k weird. but all i wanna do now is to fly back to Makkah and Madinah and enjoy the stress-free life.

Madinah is a very peaceful city. Masjid Nabawi is too beautiful, magnificent, fabulous. i love it there!

Makkah on the other hand is a busy city. Masjidil Haram is where we can find the Kaabah. instead of looking down whenever we pray at home, we get to look up at the Kaabah when we pray. wonderful. the feeling is just one of a kind.

in these 2 cities, there's longer day than night. so we ended up sleeping at 11pm and waking up at 2+am everyday to go to the mosque and pray. despite the lack of sleep, all of us really looked forward to going to the mosque. all we did most of the time was eat, pray, sleep. and i gained 3kg. yippieeee!!!! =))) down there, i don't need to worry about studying. how nice..

the weather there is sooo sunny and hot that my pair of shoes melted. *sobs* and now, i'm sick-a-doodle-doo. down with fLoo. boo! =(

i've decided that when i'm old, i wanna migrate to Makkah and stay there. i wanna die in that holy city, really.

Kaabah. kebabs. smoothies. i'm already missing them..

and Marya.. you mean a lot to me! =)

Happy 17th Birthday Vee!

2005-06-03T18:42:00.000-07:00

it's nice when my 7yr old cat, MoMo, slept soundly on my lap. he cuddled himself together. oh my.. he's heavy but seriously, i felt so calm. hehe!

so while tossing and turning in bed yesterday, i suddenly thought of the important people in my life. so here goes my list and a piece of info about each of them:-

my mum - without her, i'm won't be the person i am today.
my dad - he has supported me all my life and he's very understanding.
my elder sister - she's always there for me whenever i'm down. the best sister one can ever have.
reyn - the person i trust the most. only Allah knows how much he means to me.
hazi - she's always there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. she's busy with a lot of school stuff. we don't hang out much nowadays. but she still is my bestfriend.
anis - no doubt, i think of her everyday. but i must always compete for attention if i wanna talk to her. rosy doesn't like me. well, it's a sacrifice to make my bestfriend happy.
my younger sister - although she's a pain in the ass, i still love her lots.

to the person who's afraid of birds (so cute rite?), i want you to know that i don't want to talk to you everyday coz i want to move on in life. the more i talk to you, the more i expect from you.. which is unhealthy. as for my feelings for you, i shall keep it in a sealed compartment in my heart and will only open it when the time is right. frankly speaking, without you, my life is meaningless. =)

you know who you are..

he's irritating

2005-06-01T21:27:00.000-07:00

Perkhemahan Bahas was a bliss! after 4 days, i've made friends with 28 people from 7 schools. it was fantabulous really. although my school didn't make it to the finals, partly because of me, everyone comforted me. how sweet! on the early morning of Tuesday, almost all of us went out to the nearest Cheese Prata Shop nearby NUS and yakked away till 4+am. those precious moments..

last day of camp. i cried silently in my heart after the separation. how i wish we could stay longer. many people cried. =( VJC and MWTI got into the finals. i'm so proud of them. so proud. so i'm going to the studio to support those guys.

it'll only be a few days till i fly off to Madinah. i can't wait! woo!

if you only tell me why

2005-05-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

my day is full of ups and downs. in the morning, i tried to leave school legally by asking the VP's permission. instead, he scolded me. according to him, my dad is less important than my studies. to hell with him. i was so angry that i actually burst into tears of anger in front of him. asshole.

oh well, the real reason why i wanted to leave school was to go back to AI. nyahnyahnyah.. after that whole incident in the office, i peeped to see whether the 'out' gate is open. indeed it is! how stupid can i be. ran and ran and ran till the school is nowhere out of sight. woo! it's all because of my VP that i broke the school rule. there u go Mr-i-donno-your-name a.k.a VP. seriously, you suck.

so off to meet Dayah darling and we headed to AI. we collected our O Level Cert and went to the hall to watch the Talentime. i can frankly say that Shahana's group was SUPERB! i loooooveeeee it! =) not long after, Felix joined us. the 3 of us had a jolly good time yakking non-stop till the juniors came down.

this particular girl made her group of friends stare at me but she herself didn't. after a few minutes, she looked at me and jeling. again and again. hey you piece of shit, i'm just helping a very good friend of mine from being criticised by you and your stupid friends. so what's up with that pantat ayam face?

i don't see any wrong by helping my good friend who didn't realise that he's in trouble. however, by helping this friend of mine, quite a number of people dislike me. it's really sad.. but come to think of it, i couldn't care less about what they said. as long as i'm happy and he's happy. =) hahaha.. woo!

at about 1pm, dayah, felix and i made our way to Tampines interchange since those 2 wanted to go back to TP. i went back to school. suddenly, i realised that there's just sooo many things to do for bahas. then i started to get pretty moody and quiet and started sneezing away in the cold MLEP room. upon opening the MLEP door to get some heat... POM! he was there. i was happy!

it's 12.37am in the early morning of 28th May and i still haven't finished packing my camp stuff. i'll be away for 4 days starting from tml. right now, at the back of my mind, i'm thinking... what could i have possibly done that disappoints him?

tell me more, tell me more

2005-05-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair for the second time this week. this time, it's short. shoulder length. i'm happy! YAY!!! it has been long since i have a short hair. now i don't need to meddle around with my hair much. i like.. =) thanks Am! you're the best!

wash+cut+style+blow = $10. too good to be true!
place:opposite Parkway Parade

oh wells, i'm glad Carrie won. woo!!!

he sounded different over the phone just now. did i say something wrong yesterday? tell me!

i'm thinking of food

2005-05-24T22:13:00.000-07:00

oreo ice blended. i likee.. YUMMY! =)

Marya accompanied me to Am's recommended hairdresser. upon reaching there at 7pm, it has closed. booHooHoo! in the end, i cut my hair at this slow-mo hairdresser. disappointing. my new hair is ugly! with the short fringe. it freaks me out. eee! so much for 12 bucks.

mama made a lot of noise regarding my new hair. she said.. "no wonder it's 12 bucks". hmmpphh..

oh yah.. i went out with a good friend of mine yesterday. it was great! and of all people, we bumped into Filzah. hmmm.. no comments. heh.

anis, wanling and me

2005-05-21T18:40:00.000-07:00

finally! i went out with Bo a.k.a Anis and Wanling to celebrate Wanling's birthday! i miss them lots!!! Wanling still looks good and Anis.. i'm just glad to see her face! hehe!

so bahas ended at 11.30am. the two kind souls waited for me for 20mins. aww.. hee! then off we went to Breeks!. The Chicken Pattie Melted is heavenly. the yellow dripping cheese and soft, succulent and juicy chicken pattie which melts in my mouth.. it's just plain YUMMY!

after that, we toured Tampines Mall together and spent our precious time trying on clothes, taking pics, looking at old pics, reminiscing the past and many more! oh yes! i lup Wanling's hp. it's a K700i. BooHooHoo! how i wish i can have that hp! k dream on dilah..

all in all, i'd really love to go out with them again! it's sooo fun! woo!!! =)

yummy bunny bun bun!

2005-05-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

the waffleshop has been producing cacat waffles. thanks to that inefficient aunty who turned my waffle into a dark brown biscotti. yups yups! i asked for a replacement of course. the poor uncle just smiled weakly. i felt like shoving my biscotti-like waffle into that aunty's mouth. i can imagine. hahahahaha!

oh wells, just got to know that AI's talentime is on friday. next friday. and yes!!! i'll definitely go!!! planning to eat out with nadiah, faezah and dayah after that.

p.s: bo, you better join us k?

i have gp essay due tomorrow plus maths faculty test to study for. and i know nuts about maths. shyte. all the best dilah..

sufiyan is a nice person to talk to. very interesting. niways, i'm proud of myself lately! woo! i came to school early for 2 days in a row! YAY!

hmmmm for chicken chop, can you replace the baked beans with oily buns pls? the baked beans make me fart a lot! muahahahaha!

buzz off dodobird!

2005-05-18T21:43:00.000-07:00

i was super early for school! yay! hahaha.. i woke up at 6.15am, 15mins earlier than usual, and reached school at 7.15am. woo!

so in the morning, i was walking towards the canteen when i saw Hikam sitting with him. i don't really care so much. but the thing is, Hikam kept giving me that stupid smiley look! gosh i hate it! so as a kind gesture, i smiled back. buzz off Hikam.. i know you know something.

i miss my saucies and we're supposed to meet up soon. on saturday i think. but the thing is, i'm BROKE! totally no $$$. den how to go outttt? i really want to!! oh well, i shall stop whining..

oh yah.. lately, Hazi and i have been exchanging shoes. that means she wears my Nike sneakers and i wear her baby blue Nike shoes a.k.a Yana's shoes. i needed her shoes for running. niway, whenever i take a look at Hazi's Nike shoes, it'll automatically remind me of Hazi. BUT, seconds after, i'd think of Yana coz she also has the same pair of shoes. hmmpphh.. *reminisces the childhood days* well, things happen for a reason.

i have a bio essay to do

2005-05-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

wee! i had a fun fun time yesterday! i woke up at 6.30, like normal school days and got ready for school. after bahas practice, cikgu malek treated all of us with 2 pratas each. how nice! all in all, cikgu malek is the best teacher one can ever get in TPJC. =)

so in the afternoon, off i went to East Coast Park with some of my classmates to kayak. the weather was so ambiguous and we had no idea whether it's gonna rain or not. thank God, it didn't. instead, all of us had to kayak on choppy waters. scary and dangerous..yet it's really a good experience.

i've always wanted to know how it feels like to depend on your lifevest to float. and yups, i jumped off my kayak. it was soooo funnn!! bobbing up and down in the sea like nobody's business. wee!

i felt so guilty for not going to Gema Temasek. hmpphh..

my mum cooks the best Chilli CraBbies! wooo! it's heavenly to eat crabbies once in a blue moon. oh yah.. apparently, when the moon is full, dat's when crabbies have the most yum-yums in them. hee!

i'll stand by you

2005-05-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

both my legs hurt a lot! i can't go down the stairs properly. i'm practically limping when i walk or run. thanks Mr Nordin.. my flu has been getting on to my nerves lately. i kept sneezing in the morning. bahhh..

i love the malay girls in my class. there's 7 of us and all of us are united. we sit together during recess everyday. how sweet.. not to forget, i love hazi, marya and faz toos!

for the first time after first 3 mths, i slept at 2am to finish up my PI. if only we don't need to do PW for A Levels. well, dream on dilah!

whatever happens, i'll always be there for you

i'm still missing you though

2005-05-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

i can still remember those words over the phone last 2 nights. it pierced my heart and yes, the second paragraph in my previous entry is filled with sarcasm.

is life fair?

i still think it is

too much for me to handle

2005-05-10T23:55:00.000-07:00

i'm not feeling too good lately. everything doesn't seem to go about smoothly.

thanks for your nice words last night. it was really an eye-opener for me to realise how much i mean to you.

i'm worried about you, reyn

2005-05-09T23:11:00.000-07:00

before i start, i'd like to say HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TEA! hee!

my hp is spoilt. i guess it's a blessing in disguise. my workload is killing me. it's tiring. VERY tiring. bahas. homework. tests. dk. the upcoming mid year exam right after june hols.

i'm too tired and lazy to blog.

my throat hurts

2005-05-06T23:04:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. just came back from Songfest. it's a waste of my time. nevertheless, it's fun when you hang out with the fun people like Marya, Hazi and Faz. dada too! wee!

track and field meet was sucky. except for the part when marya and i drank lots of milo. muahaha! den we go around cheering for our best buddies. hee! he was there too! =)

niway, marya was so sweet! she volunteered to send me home and she really did. *big hug for marya* i love you Marya!

Hazi came over in the afternoon. we had endless fun. right hazi? hahaha..

okay. i'm very tired. i need my sleep..

i hope tomorrow comes

2005-05-05T22:03:00.000-07:00

i was awestruck when Cikgu mentioned my name just now. deep in my heart, i was thinking that Cikgu was actually kidding. but no, he wasn't. and so, i was selected to represent my school for Bahas 4PM. shocked but happy. i will try my very best to do the school proud. insyaallah..

ooh.. i came to school late today. hahaha! kinda proud of myself coz this is the first time i came to school REALLY late ever since the start of proper school. as in the start of me wearing tpjc uniform. hee!

set my hp alarm to 6.23. woke up. felt so tired. set alarm again to 6.28. didn't wake up this time. 6.52. got screamed at by my dad. rushed to pray. late. decided to sleep back in my own room. 8.37. got screamed at again by my dad who's going to work. explained to him. permission to sleep given. 10.50. woke up. decided to go to school. a feeling of satisfaction envelopes me. finally i get to wake up late. *grins*

i can't wait for Track and Field Meet tml. i get to wear my Science A jersey-like tshirt. YAY! after dat, a date with my beloved Hazi followed by our trip to Songfest. hee! i really can't wait.

oh oh! did i mention.. on the way to school today, i met the tall and black hockey faggot in the bus! *pukes*

happy happy timsum

2005-05-04T21:51:00.000-07:00

i pity hazi a lot. she's always busy with dk at Innova and Pre-U sem. poor bedah.. *hugs hazi*

what a nice day. i went online in the evening and to my surprise, he's online. yups yups.. i had a fun time talking to him and he wants me to save money so dat i can go Haji first rather than spending money on exploring the rest of the world. wow! nice and thoughtful eh?

i ran almost 2.4km today. it's really tiring. considering i ran 1.2km yesterday followed by 2.4km today. to make matters worst, my ankle hurts. after asking my PE teacher, she suggested that i get a pair of running shoes. i've been running with my Nike sneakers. apparently, my sneakers were the cause of the pain. sigh..

i realised that i eat a lot of Old Chang Kee stuff nowadays. i'm somehow addicted to it. haha.. Soft Squid Fritters.. YUM YUM! my money flows into the drain like water. much spent on food. but i don't gain weight. booHooHoo!!!

firda told me that whenever she sees me, i'll be happily eating away. she also told me that i often look so relaxed. wee! i'm enjoying life to the fullest! indulge yourself in happy-happy activities. the result : YOU'LL BE HAPPY!

i love the globe

2005-05-03T18:05:00.000-07:00

oh! welcome to my "nice" blog! bandwidth exceeded surrounds the background. how lovely! puiy! it's ugly i noe.. but i jus couldn't be bothered. it's gonna be temporary by the way. so yeah. hopefully, sooner or later, it'll be okay.

i had a fun-wun time yesterday. in the morning, i went out wif my good friend, nahri. he taught me maths and it really came in useful for my maths test jus now. thanks buddy!

later in the afternoon, i went out wif the AI peeps. we really had a nice time catching up with each other's lives and reminiscing the past. we should make more outings! i can't wait for the next one. at about 4pm, nadiah and i headed to Borders while the others went to play CS. to my big disappointment, i can't find the storybook The Time Traveller's Wife.

speaking of which, i cried while reading that book. it's so touching and the storyline is jus brilliant and perfect! woo! i wanna read it again. hee..

gosh.. im SO into capitals of the world right now. it's just fun. why don't you try it?

she wore a yellow polkadot bikini

2005-04-22T19:14:00.000-07:00

yay! i'm a happy happy girl. right now, i'm waiting for my brownies in the oven to be baked. so far so good. yay! thanks nadia!

for the past few days, i've been grinning all day in school. why? CANNOT TELL! hahaha!

it's nice to know that my own classmates are actually initiating some events for the class unity. awww.. isn't dat so sweet of dem? well actually, my school is having this Sea Sports Carnival event soon. and it's interclass competition. so my oh-so-sweet classmates actually organised a class outing to East Coast Park to actually train ourselves for that upcoming day. wooo!!! kayak-kayak-kayak! fun-fun-fun! YAY!

off to check on the brownies now. tartar for now!

teacher.. i want summore!

2005-04-17T21:11:00.000-07:00

wee! i had a meaningful talk with nadiah darling yesterday. really really meaningful indeed. i love it! (nadiah, if u're reading this, i tink we should haf more of this kind of talk)

oh well, lemme see. i haven't done bio enzyme tutorial which is due by tml. that's becoz i left it in my pigeon-hole in school. hehe! and to make matters worst, i still haven't started on my AP-GP assignment. yay! i'm so dead tml. yay yay yay!

i love myself, i love my family, i love hazi, i love marya, i love fa-i-ezah and i love many more! my girl friends in school.. they're just oh-so fun to be with. MuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! *grins*

three blind mice running

2005-04-15T19:38:00.000-07:00

woo! i love peterpan songs. it's just so heavenly.. *melts*

i've been liking this particular guy in my school for months. in silence. ok.. some of my friends knew. i guess i'll just admire him from far. haha..

i dreamt of yana yesterday. bad dream really. and i've found her new blog. so where are you running to now? teehee! *grins at hazi*

oh mama oh

2005-04-14T18:03:00.000-07:00

somehow, i jus feel like tutoring kids so dat i can earn money. but there's time constraint for me now. i'm barely coping wif my studies and i wanna tutor kids. funny rite? hahaha..

i have butterflies in my tummy nowadays. i'm so worried for my mum. i'm scared to lose her. this is the time when i really need her the most. i realised dat my relationship with my mum has been better ever since the beginning of this year. i can count the number of times i lied to her. a handful maybe.

i can't live without you coz i love you too much mama!

i can't live without my mum

2005-04-13T19:16:00.000-07:00

life has been so hectic for me. boo! lectures. tutorials. essays. test. quiz. i wonder what else is in store for us. jc life is believe it or not, super stressful. especially when you take 4As. the workload is as heavy as an elephant.

1yr 6 mths to go before As. all i wanna do is study and not be involved in any lovey-dovey relationships. insyaallah

my left thigh hurts after running 4x100m and 4x400m relay. it's really pressurising being the first runner but it ended well. we got 3rd! yay!

i love me, myself and dilah!

she means a lot to me

2005-04-08T20:28:00.000-07:00

there was a tragic episode yesterday night. i thought my mum was gonna pass away. when i saw my mum in dat condition, i was so stunned and shocked. my whole body was shaking vigorously. all i could do then was pray..

after a long day and a trip to the hospital, i managed to sleep for 2 hours before i get up for school. im jus tired. and thanks to Hazi and Marya for lending a shoulder for me to cry on in school.

alhamdulillah my mum is okay now. i realised dat i don't need him to share my sorrows with everytime. he was asleep when i needed him the most. called hazi and she too was asleep. so all i had at dat point of time was my sisters. surprisingly, i gave them the courage to remain strong..

so freaking pissed

2005-04-06T19:11:00.000-07:00

she thinks i donno what's going on. well, think again k? i'm born with a brain. you know who you are. don't pretend. so fuck off..

i have tonnes of homework to do and i have to revise my work. it's tiring but mug now and celebrate end of next year.

too lazy to blog.

too much to handle

2005-04-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

life is full of ups and downs. it's part and parcel of life i guess. sometimes for greater good, sacrifices must be made.

life is always fair..

April Fools' day.. YAY!

2005-04-01T18:19:00.000-08:00

wee! jus came back from Woodlands. met Kelvin at Tampines to pass him a bag of chocolates and i took 969 all the way to Woodlands to meet Anis. what for? the answer: to eat CheeseFries. hahaha! and Kel smugged at me for dat. nvm.. but CheeseFries was heaven.. i still miss Anis.. BooHooHoo!

fiq and Yus.. wassup wif dangdut? talking bout dangdut, i kept imagining Rohman Rabet (Manroh) dangdut-ing. gosh.. dat's awful! muahahaha! and to think dat he used to flirt wif Anis Sabrina and nadiah.. and called Wani "Fauziah Latiff".. i just miss those days. idaly even got into a fight wif him. atrocious! nevertheless, it's funny! hahahaha! oh yah.. my sister said dat Reyd looks like a Batam-man. hauahuahauha! kesian reyd..

i miss AI.. don't you?

i'm missing that guy who loves You've Got Mail

2005-03-30T22:06:00.000-08:00

i'm so full and i shall call myself FULL HIPPO now. haha.. i feel so lazy to blog. tml ah if i haf the time..

i'm missing him so badly.. how i wish i could tell him dat.

brownies melting in my mouth

2005-03-29T23:49:00.000-08:00

it's time for me to change! i've been skipping lectures and going to school late. i feel kinda guilty. den Mrs Lee, my witty form teacher, warned me not to be late again. she said it in a nice way. aww! love u Mrs Lee! i love my new class. too good to be true..

finally, hazi and i decided to go to GPA Finals to support our school people. the tickets are jus too expensive. 10 bucks. not worthy. budden i jus realised dat AI too got into the Finals. so yeah. off to support dem toos! go AI go! but tpjc comes first.. heh.

tantas = as a conclusion. yey! i learnt dat during my experience as a MLEP student. wait. i AM still a MLEP student. hahaha..

nadia makes the best brownies. i love her to bits and pieces. and thanks to khai, di and faezah who helped out in the process of making brownies in my kitchen. nothing can beat nadia's brownies! rite hazi? =)

how about salsa for me?

2005-03-28T19:33:00.000-08:00

wee! yes marya! u shud buy extra large shorts. we shud! yay! hahaha..

what a day! i was awakened by my dad's intercom at 7am. Oops! i was oledy late for school. so dah lambat, lambatkan lagi. haha! went back to lalaland. again, my dad disturbed my sleep. dis time, he was beside me shouting away. it was 10am and i had no choice but to go to school. apparently, my frens in school were watching VCD in school while i was happily sleeping.. how nice! hee!

i sold my black pair of ballet-like shoes to Marya for 10 bucks. it's cheap! she likes it.. aww! ahakZ!

today, the list of J1 classes came out and many ppl rushed to see which class they're in. and hurray! im in 05S05. how cool! for 3 mths,i was in 05S06. not nice la the numbers. im happy! what's more, it's the same peeps. *grins*

yummy tummy!

2005-03-25T02:53:00.000-08:00

wee! hazi, me, khai and nadia skipped orientation at 9+. den we lazed ard at MCs. sausage mcmuffin and iced milo cost $2.25. cheap! and the food tasted so Yummy-licious. at 11.30am, all of us went to Century Square to watch Miss Congeniality 2. it's pretty good.. i think the 1st movie is better. when i entered the theatre, i was so damn surprised. the seats are so posh! it's red.. cushiony and big! at first i thought i was seating on a Boss chair. hahaha!

i've bought the tpjc uniform. 2 sets of it. and it fits me nicely! how nice.. whehehe! i shall buy the PE tshirt and shorts next. big, baggy shorts! XXXL. super comfortable! wooHoo!

my tummy aches. boo!

no. 11 scar on her forehead

2005-03-23T23:17:00.000-08:00

somehow.. i feel like going poly. just got to find out from Wani darling dat the cut off point for Biomedical Science in SP is 9. dat means i can still get in. and i've been wanting to go there. but wad can i be in the future? i can't imagine myself working in labs. but i like poly life.. there's only a few hours left for me to think. tml is the last day to appeal. and im supposed to buy tp uniform tml. bah..

orientation today was pretty boring. well, dat's becoz i ponned! hah! many students ponned and happily walked out of school like nobody's business. im one of dem too! hahaha! isn't dat great? im ponning school tml too! most prolly watching Miss Congeniality 2 wif the same ppl. weee! i can't wait.

Sentosa outing was cancelled last minute coz many ppl can't make it. the fun fun ppl can't make it. so we postponed it to 2nd May. long long way to go! i jus miss kayaking =(

amber and rob are two greedy PIGS! i hate both of dem..

i love maryaBAM! BAMbeemBOOM! here comes Voldi.. wahahahahaha!

the epitome of beauty

2005-03-21T23:16:00.000-08:00

don't you think blogger.com sounds like bugger.com? it sounds alike i think. oh well.. life is full of buggers. let's just bear with it..

life has been pretty relaxing nowadays. i spent my holidays watching my precious tv. be it Starmovies, HBO, VCDs. i've watched A Walk To Remember thrice. honestly speaking, the movie is sweet but BORING! why must Mandy Moore wear such ugly clothes all the time and die from leukaemia? bahh..

i went out wif hazi jus now. little did i noe dat she hasn't been to Parkway Parade before. Poor Bedah.. so we filled our empty stomachs at Banquet and walked ard. i personally feel dat it's way better than Causeway Point. teehee! oh oh.. den we went to Marine Parade Library. apparently, the building was so nice coz of Goh Chok Tong, since he's the MP of Marine Parade. how nice.. fyi, dat's one of the buildings in S'pore which has 2 Starbucks outlets. or maybe only building. let's ask Goh Chok Tong. hahaha..

pimples have been happily popping out of nowhere. what more does a girl want? ok. dat's the last thing i need in the world.

oh oh.. finally

2005-03-18T23:55:00.000-08:00

wee! wad a nice and fruitful day. i went to Bedok Central wif my mum and sister. it's like a replica of Chong Pang but i think Bedok Central is better. yups. so we dropped by at Taka Jewellery and exchanged my gold bangle for a white gold bracelet and a pair of diamond studs. my mum jus topped up 19 bucks. Cheap aye?

usually for Rayer, people like me will be forced to wear gold jewellery. wadever u call it.. necklace, bracelet and ring. i don't think it's nice. white gold looks better. budden white gold has no value coz it cannot be exchanged again. boo!

nowadays, my appetite has been overwhelming. yey! dat's a sign. woo! my mum and sister said i've put on a bit of weight. my hip bones are bigger.. cheeks are a lil chubby.. my legs are not dat sticky anymore! wee!!! now, it's difficult for me to stuff myself into my pair of Hang Ten jeans. teehee!

actually, i just gained half a kilo. heh.

i dreamm.. of you - some bullshit by Sylvester.

2005-03-17T16:00:00.000-08:00

can someone bring me to New Zealand pls? i'd love to go to New Zealand. it's a vunderful place wif extremely beautiful sceneries. for example the jagged snow-capped alps. *melts* i guess i'll go there for my Honeymoon. hahahaha.. long way to go!

yey! yesterday had endless fun wif my saucies. photos turned out well. teehee! it's kinda cheap to haf 6 studio quality photos for 10 bucks. heh. my scanner is spoilt. so can't show the pics here. some other time maybe..

oh wells.. someone tried to flirt wif me. not worth the try really. it's definitely a big NONO. so cut the crap k. i'm soo not into these things now. save it for someone else.

and yeah.. the necklace i've been wearing for more than 3yrs is spoilt. the hook came off. it's really sad considering someone special gave it to me. boo!

craving for that moment to come

2005-03-15T23:36:00.001-08:00

yey! i can finally blog! thanks to my future brother in-law, abg adil. he came over and fixed the comp. and i can surf the net everyday! wee! thanks abg adil!

im sooo looking forward to tml. gonna meet up wif my Saucies and make our way to Orchard Cineleisure. we're going to the studio! first thing to do.. Pose. den Snap Snap Snap. go to the cashier and pay. Photos ready. i can't wait!

life is better now. i feel so satisfied. why? i also donno. haha! but thanks to my dear Bedah. i love her! niway, i think im gonna beg my dad to buy me a Nokia 6610i phone. wee! he still hasn't gotten anything for me yet. *grins*

right now, it's jus a matter of waiting for one month to be over. time flies really fast. that day will definitely come. insyaallah

Should i go for Sony K500i?

2005-03-08T23:56:00.000-08:00

phew! finally it's over. i really hate to hate or dislike someone. it's definitely not something nice. but we settled things out and everything's back to normal. yey!

im currently eyeing on some phones and i wanna sign up a Starhub plan myself. but im too young. so im gonna ask for my dad's help and im gonna try paying my bills myself. 100 bucks is gonna be mine soon! wee! oh how i wish i had more distinctions. =)

some of my friends find me crazy coz i still keep my O Level papers in tip-top condition. apparently some of them threw it all away. haha.. my dad paid $356 for my O Level papers and of course i keep those papers. it's precious!

i went to Orchard and Bugis wif Hazi. so tiring~! bought my sister's yummy birthday cake. it's enriched with mouth-watering chocolate and everything's chocolate! haha! reached home and changed and went out again with my family. we ate at Sofra, a Turkish restaurant, followed by a trip to the movies! wee! watched Hitch. it's damn good! teehee!

i've been having mixed feelings lately. oh God pls help me

that particular girl

2005-03-05T03:57:00.000-08:00

someone has the cheek to say dat she hates posers. hmm.. isn't she one?

lemme start. i apologised first, thru sms. but according to her mum who told the whole school, i called her and begged her for forgiveness and said 'let bygones be bygones'. erm. excuse me? i didn't beg for forgiveness and neither did i quote dat phrase. so stop making up stories.

we ended up in the same school for 3 mths. and gosh.. she was like an angel to me. i thought she had washed her grudges away. but i was wrong. little did i noe dat she actually warned her ex-bestfriend to stay away from me and be cautious of me. and her ex-bestfriend soon developed healthy friendship ties wif me and guess wad? she got jealous. awww.. sad yar?

to dat girl im referring to, stop ur childish act. if u don't like me, show it. don't be a poser. and tell ur mum not to brag bout unnecessary stuff. it's irritating really.

it's all green

2005-03-04T23:45:00.000-08:00

i haven't been attending school lately. jus plain lazy.

wee! i'll be staying on in TPJC. the environment there is jus so vibrant. i love it. and hazi, u better stay. den we can chill out at our favourite Waffle Shop together. whehehe!

i seriously miss going online. like so bored lah. and den many things happened ever since i got my results. MANY things in fact.

im craving for that hp

teehee!

2005-03-02T12:15:00.000-08:00

im a happy girl! i got 13 points. unexpected. alhamdulillah.

my computer is down. so im using the mlep computer. hee! yey! now i can take 4As. *grins*

i miss chatting. i miss blogging. i miss him.

results? don't remind me

2005-02-23T21:21:00.000-08:00

finally bahas is over! phew~! and now it's only cheerleading which bothers me now. i miss going home early. it's a matter of sacrifice until saturday. i'll be wearing black tshirt and army pants. how cool!

when i met him dat day, i realised dat he became more good-looking. awwwww...*melts* it jus brightened up the days after dat sweet meet. teehee!

my dad gave me the green light to go Poly. but im still considering. i'm not sure if i can cope JC life. hmmpphh.. it all depends on my results. 16 pts and above.. i'll go to Poly. i think so. dat particular day is coming nearer and nearer. im scared actually. wad if i don't do well? i donno how to face ppl if dey ask me bout my results. my parents and relatives and all! ahh!!!!!

i'll continue praying hard. i hope He'll grant my wish. insyaallah

HOTty-potty day

2005-02-19T18:52:00.000-08:00

yey! my bahas team won! yey! yey! yey! but we're going against Hazi's team which is damn good. bah.. and to add on to the happiness, i toked to reyn for an hour at nite. *grins*

wee! wad a tiring day today! i was early for cheerleading practice. all we need to wear for cheerleading day is a plain black top and army pants. isn't dat cool?!? haha! after dat, the cheerleaders had to go to my senior's house to watch Bring it On so dat we can copy some of the cheerleading steps from there. And coincidentally, my senior's house is very nearby Temasek Poly. so me and hazi decided to go to TP to get the goody bag. hahaha! we were very notty. den moks showed us around. so sweet of him! and Qif, there's nothing going on between me and moks. haha.. niway, somehow i realised dat Hazi and i think alike. so so alike! haha!

i wonder why the weather is super hotty these days. 34 degrees. damn. im gonna turn into a "roasted dilah" soon.

and i never thought i'd feel this way

2005-02-17T20:38:00.000-08:00

stressed! im so stressed up! my malay is so rusty now. six months of not practising my malay.. it's difficult to even form sentences now. argh! and i hafto prepare my bahas speech as soon as possible! God help me pls!

i feel comfortable toking to Moks. he's my good buddy! yey!

i've never felt this way towards a guy before. who? secret! but my tp friends would noe. *grins* i love my tp friends! dey're all almost-perfect! wee!

life is beautiful indeed!

2005-02-16T18:47:00.000-08:00

phew! wad a tiring day~! i participated in the school Bahas. they gave the mauduk only yesterday and we're supposed to debate dis friday. and the mauduk is Kehidupan di Singapura "indah khabar dari rupa" - pembangkang(opposition). it's really difficult for me and the rest of my team mates coz we're not pro-govt. hehe!

somehow or rather, i can spot which guy is alim and which guy is not. whenever i look at their faces, i feel so calm. and of course i go for alim and good guys. *grins*

finally! i feel super comfortable wif my circle of friends. they've already seen the giler2 part of me. haha! yey! i really love tpjc! wee!

oh my Valentine

2005-02-14T21:11:00.000-08:00

okay. i'll start off wif a smile =)

my day in school was great! i received some goodies from my twin amal and beloved khai. they are oh-so-sweet! *muahh to khai and amal* apparently my note was the longest! teehee! but early in the morning, i received dis small token from Liyana. she's uber cute! followed by another gift from Ain. *grins*

suddenly i got a shock when being told dat i hafto finish up a malay project by tml. all by myself. =(

Lastly, Happy Valentines' Day to all

put me in his place for one day

2005-02-12T17:54:00.000-08:00

wad's up wif msn nowadays? there's dis stupid virus going around. argh!

wee! i had fun yesterday! my performance was smoothly done but before the performance, all of us had to put on make-up. and it was my first time putting on serious make-up. my own make-up kit consists of only ZA compact powder and lip balm. haha! dat's it. and i only put on make-up during certain occasions. so yesterday the make-up ppl got to find out dat i dislike putting on make-up. haha.. den they saboh me by putting more powder than the rest of the girls. aiyoh.. i look like tepung gomak. whahaha!

i personally feel dat wearing make-up is fake. no offence but natural beauty is still the best. =) and u don't need to waste money on eye shadows and more.

i jus came back from little india wif my mum and sister. we bought VCDs! YEY! we also went to Mustafa Centre where i caught a glimpse of the 2 tallest ppl on Earth. whehehe! but when ppl go over to dem and ask for their autographs, they jus walk away. arrogant aye? hmmpphh..

and yeah Moks, let's korek our ears! hahaha!

i miss handsome!

my shakula

2005-02-10T20:03:00.000-08:00

woo! i'm losing my voice! yeyey! haha.. it's difficult to lose my voice la. and now, all thanks to dk! wee! =) i'm weird.

and so i woke up at 9.30am, jus to find out dat i was late for dk. called ellia and she was cool bout it. hehe! so rushed-wushed. had fun during dk. hee! finished dk at 1.45pm. rushed-wushed back home. bathed and changed. no time to haf Brunch. so sad. went for bowling wif my big family! WEE! i love bowling!

after bowling, all of us went to Simpang Bedok to haf our early dinner. gosh.. i waited for 45mins for my TomYam noodles. everybody got their food except for me and my sister. i was raging wif anger oledy. i haven't had a proper meal ever since morning.. and all these morons forgot bout my food! argh! it was 6.45pm when my food came. all my family members were staring at my sis and i. they all still haven't Asar yet. aiyoh! it's so pressurising! all marble eyes staring at you! and summore im a slower eater than my sister.

so after feeling super uncomfortable, i asked one of the waiters to tapao my food. and he replied " alah dek.. makanlah kasi abes" HEYLO! i paid for my food and u made me wait 45mins for my food. can still reply dat. so i raised my ROCK voice at him and said "eh! saya dah tunggu 45minit utk makanan saya. skarang awak nak pakser saya pulak. aper nie???" wahh!!! i was damn angry oledy. and he apologised. puiy!

wad a day! tml is my dk performance. ppl.. wish me luck. haha! =) off to watch Mulan now!

dendeng lah gendeng!

2005-02-08T00:38:00.000-08:00

i saw momok!!! haha! i was excited and surprised to see him at Tampines interchange, of all places. whahaha.. wad a coincidence. so long din see him. he still looks the same. but he thot i was a Chinese. wad's up wif ppl mistaking me as a tanned Chinese girl? bahhhh.. *sigh*

oh well. i reached school at 9am today. wad an achievement for me. i usually reach school bout 12pm. haha! budden i skipped maths lecture. i only went for Chem lab sessions which took up 2 hrs! wee! i was super-duper happy! anything to do wif Chem can brighten up my day. hee!

eh! i love shahana! she's the best, sweetest, cutest and most adorable junior i can ever find! we can talk bout anything and EVERYTHING! awww...*hugs nana*

felix is so cute! he calls dendeng.. Gendeng. muahahaha!

Happy Birthday Bazil

2005-02-07T01:04:00.000-08:00

woo! wad a good day! in the afternoon, i watched The Pianist on StarMovies. the movie was VERY GOOD yet gruesome coz of the killing of Jews during World War 2. i nearly cried while watching it. hee! then at night, at 10pm, i watched Minority Report on HBO. gosh.. dat movie was full of suspense. it's jus fantastic! i'd give 10 out of 10 for the ratings. haha!

i din noe dat having a movie marathon the whole day is purely exciting. provided the movies are good of course. so i'm saving up money to buy myself VCDs! wee!!!

i feel like going back to AI on Tuesday, which means i'm gonna skip school on dat day. my school ends at 10.30am. so i guess i won't miss out anything important. haha!

hmmpphh.. it's already 1am and i'm still not asleep yet. my dad is gonna kill me if he sees me in front of the comp. boo!

wadever lah

2005-02-04T23:22:00.000-08:00

went to school at 1pm for mlep and dk. fun yet tiring. feel like backing out from dk. annoying. begin to dislike the intensive trainings. reached home at 8.30pm. tired. pissed. feel like screaming. but can't. im not myself now. yes. im sure all of u noe dat. boo.

council and dk tml. must be in school by 8.30am. don't feel like going. but i must. im tired.

my form teacher thought im having a problem coz i kept coming late and skipping school. screw her. it's only first 3 mths.

ain is damn fair and elegant. heh.

notty pussy cats

2005-02-03T23:49:00.000-08:00

woo! i don't feel like blogging. but whatever it is, im a notty pussy cat. i watched tv non-stop since i got back from school. jus now i had Chem test and i finished first! including checking time of course! thanks to u Ms Ng! tml another Chem test. bahhh!

im tired. but toking to someone brightened up my day. *grins* i love you!

momok and qif a.k.a keith have been notty lately. both of dem put my pic as their display pic in msn. i wonder how they got my pic. hmmpphhh..

my lil hammies

2005-02-01T22:10:00.000-08:00

wee! my mum brought back two hamsters! super cool right? it reminded me of my sec 1 days. the Straitup peeps gave me 2 hamsters for my bday. now everybody, together *Awwwww...* lemme recall those ppl.. it was Tea, Khai, Zat, Shid, Mat, Liza, Pai, Fizo, Hanah, Saku and many more. reyn gave me something else. teehee!

im gonna name my hamsters Hemmat and Hemmot.bwahahaha! donno wad else to name the lil hammys. so cute!!!

oh well, im so freaking tired. i reached home at 8.30pm. *sigh*. strained my throat during dk. nonetheless, it's fun! wee! i love Ellia! she's so sweet! =)

yesterday Anis and Huda crashed my school. yey! and yah.. there's a guy who always visit my blog but don't tag as much. you noe who u are. you're my very good friend but things change. somehow we're not close anymore. heh. i think i understand why

i hate her too much

2005-01-30T16:38:00.000-08:00

wee! i had a fun-wun time yesterday night! my family and i went to Samar restaurant to celebrate my mum's bday. it serves Palestinian food. it's superb! the ambience there is fantastic too! so while waiting for our food to come, me and mai played around wif the digi cam. then all of us actually made stupid faces and snapped pictures of it. surprisingly, even my dad joined in the fun! hahaha! it's so funny dat those memories are still vivid in my mind. teehee!

lemme see. i personally feel dat dis mth is the Break-up Season for couples i noe. it's sad to hear those news. well, now is the best time to enjoy ur singlehood life. haf fun! most of us at dis age are not ready to be committed yet. yeah. it's difficult to juggle ur studies and ur love life at the same time. hmmm..

my sister is such a pain in the ass

someone pls shoot me

2005-01-28T21:03:00.000-08:00

argh! i feel like screaming to distress myself. damn. many ppl pissed me off in school. one of dem is innocent but she's kinda rude in a way. instead of being irritated by all her nonsense, i pitied her a lot. she's not really well brought up by her parents. hmm.. den the other one who pissed me off, i seriously donno wad her real intention is. she's practically saboh-ing me! damn. somehow i feel bullied. but from now onwards, im not gonna let dis happen.

im tired. extremely tired. i ran 3.2km round the track for 20mins. i realised dat im so moody and snappy to my sisters. my elder sis sprained her ankle. she had to climb the staircase on all fours. macam kitty cat gitu. so cute! haha! there's more to it. she asked me to do dis.. do dat. after a while, i got irritated lah! got ordered around and furthermore i'm tired. aiyoh.. i hate myself now. so cranky and impatient.

i ate my favourite Prawn Curry! wee!

let's stay together

2005-01-27T18:03:00.000-08:00

i went to school at 10am in the morning and haikel, the president of student council, said "Wah.. baru masok dah attitude eh?". jokingly of course! haha! but it's only 3 mths for goodness sake. dis is the time for me to be really naughty in jc. after 3 mths if i stay on insyaallah, i'll be a good girl. hee!

i'm thinking of crashing vj again. dey've got Snapple vending machine, selling the bottles for $1.50 each. dat's cheap! the airport sells it for 4 bucks. ketuk duit orang abes2. really notty pussy cat ah the airport. haha!

if i were given a chance to do wadever i wanna do, i would want to kill GEORGE W. BUSH. he's a sucker. all he wants to do is to attack muslim countries. destroyed Iraq and now wanna attack Iran. i hope he gets assassinated soon or killed in the Mega tsunami which is suspected to hit New York soon.

friday's coming soon. i can't wait any longer.

i'm toeel. fiz is momok.

2005-01-25T23:44:00.000-08:00

wee! i had a fantastic day today! i checked out dis coffeeshop opposite my school which sells waffles and bubble tea for $1.50. dat's super cheap! and the waffles is really mouth-watering. crispy-crispy a bit. teehee! Special thanks to ain! haha.. don't worry dear. things are gonna turn out fine. insyaallah..

hmm lemme see.. today was the first time i did dikir barat(dk). unexpectedly, it was fun! i learnt some songs and moves. we're actually doing all dis for the Hari Raya Haji+CNY concert. i actually wanted to take part in Tarian. the problem is, all you'll see is a skeleton dancing. haha! embarrassing ah! =) so yeah.. dk it is.

i miss reyn!!! *grins*. he's off to KL wif his musketeers until Friday. kk. i'm used to dis already. it din really affect me much. teehee!

i haven't been doing my homework! bahhhh! my mum's burfday tml. i'm supposed to buy a durian cake from Angie's the Choice after skool tml. dat means i don need to chip in money wif the sisters to buy a jade pendant. ahakz!

Should i dye my hair? someone said dat if i dye my hair, my wuduk tak sah. someone pls tell me. *sigh*

this entry is for Tea, who loves Pretty Woman

2005-01-22T02:17:00.000-08:00

wee! i jus finished watching Pretty Woman and gosh.. i hafto add dat movie to "My List of Favourite Movies". it's superb! im sure Tea will agree wif me. hehe! somehow i found Richard Gere sexy. i hafto admit dat he's neither good-looking nor charming.. but it's jus his eyes. so sexy!

oh wad a pity! Hari Raya Haji but no sheeps! it's been so long since i saw cute sheeps wif their wool all over. they're jus cute lil creatures. i love dem! nonetheless, i had endless fun jus now. i talked rubbish non-stop from 9am all the way to 10pm. no doubt it's tiring but it's fun really. teehee!

i don't wanna express my feelings to him. i used to do dat last time when i was together wif him.. but now it's different. i feel embarrassed to do so now. oh God pls help me!

someone asked me "When's Vday?"

2005-01-20T23:33:00.000-08:00

i didn't realise dat i got so many nicknames. haha! i was toking to fiz bout my nicknames and it's funny once u recall each and every nickname u were given by people. teehee!

what a day! i din go to school today coz i was soooo lazy to bathe and all. so i prayed and went back to sleep. haha! then woke up at 11+ and called Bo. as usual, i had a fun time laughing. with her, i can talk about anything and everything under the sun. i don't need to think before i say. dat makes me comfortable toking to her. awwww.. she's jus lovely! i love u Bo!

lemme see.. i went to the bank and withdrew money. i headed to Tampines Mall and bought my 3 saucies their birthday and Valentines Day pressies. teehee! i can't wait to meet dem!! as for my handsome, i'm still thinking of wad to buy. from my opinion, i think it's so much easier to buy a girl's present than a guy's. it's difficult in a way. for girls, there's a wide variety of things to buy. for guys, nahh.. it's not so simple. i'm sure girls out there will agree wif me. teehee!

hey! i jus remembered. i made a pact wif Amal and Khai. We promised not to haf a bf till we finish JC life. i'll see until when it can last for me. hee!

i still have deep feelings for you

i don't want that day to come

2005-01-19T22:21:00.000-08:00

what a tiring day. i left school at 1.30pm and skipped dk for the second time. wee! then i met my beloved Bo and dayah and headed to Ngee Ann Polytechnic. the school is old ah. no offence to B1 and Tea. but yeah.. Bo and i talked to one of the lecturers teaching Bio Med. She actually boosts our interest in Bio Med. i had Accountancy and Business studies in mind. but noe i'm considering Bio Med. ah well, it all depends on my O level results. sometimes i haf a feeling dat im gonna do badly. dat's y i went to NP and going to SP's open house. oh God, pls help me. i do hope those Angmohs were lenion wif my scripts. damn. it's too late now. for all u noe, MOE is doing the Cumulative Frequency Curve and the moderation and all. ahh! kk. stop it diLah. u're thinking too much. bah!

i watched Amazing Race and im super happy dat Jonathan and Victoria got eliminated. i've been waiting for this moment! ahakz! =)

hey! i realised dat i've changed somehow. i've been very optimistic lately and i like it dis way! i feel so much better and i guess i'm more understanding now. haha.. wee! i love myself.

i met Wani just now. she's still pretty. heh

don't be sad Po

2005-01-18T19:30:00.000-08:00

ain has been acting strangely nowadays. even if we see each other in school, we won't acknowledge each other. she didn't even wanna haf eye contact wif me. And when i asked her bout council stuff, she'll jus say "oh we did a lot of stuff yesterday". hello? i'm also in the council committee and i ought to know wad's going on. i'd appreciate it if she'd jus tell me wad's been bugging her bout me. bahh..

overall, my day was, as usual, fun. the 9 malay girls(including me) in my class haf gelled up well. wee! and all 9 of us form one malay class. how exciting! and they're nice. awww.. teehee!

i received some shocking news from Po over the fone jus now. Po, if u're reading dis, don't think negatively aight. maybe there's a hikmah behind all dis things. think positively and pray hard. you must stay focused in ur studies. Go Po Go!

i had fun talking to handsome yesterday. weehee! *grins*

paranoid

2005-01-17T21:54:00.000-08:00

people in the generation of my mum and dad are simply not open-minded at all. or maybe it's jus my parents? jus becoz i tok to one particular guy at nite, i got bf oledy.. aiyoh! annoying lah! not that i tok mushy-ly or something, he's jus a good friend of mine. *sigh*

i got my time-table and woo! i got only 34 periods per week. the least u can ever get i think. teehee! half the time i'll be hanging out in the MLEP room. MLEP stands for Malay Language Elective programme by the way. dat's like Higher Malay at A level. and the skool provides one big air-conditioned room for the MLEP kids like me! and den got TV for us to watch malay movies whenever we're free. teehee! so fun! im gonna skip PW. don't care..

gosh.. im teaching my fav junior to go out of skool whenever she has free periods. i feel kinda guilty.. but she needs to haf fun! like me last time. i used to go out to Chongpang during my free periods to eat. haha!

i need to see you soon